Have you seen the recent movie War Room? First, I highly recommend it if you haven't. Second, prepare to leave the theater (or your couch) with your mind on (among other things) "where can I create my own?"
I've been thinking about it off and on for a few weeks. An unused closet, as featured in the film, would be ideal ... small, private, quiet, almost secretive. But in my reality, that is not practical. Mainly because I don't have an unused closet. I don't even have a real closet for my own clothes, one downfall of an older home. Oh, we have closets: one in each bedroom and one near the front door. They are small, however. And since my husband has a professional wardrobe in our bedroom closet, I have delegated my own clothing live at the opposite end of the house in the "attic", as we call it. It's no a big deal, but no closet War Room here.
Which kept me pondering. I have an office space that I share with the kids. Thought about cleaning and rearranging in there a bit, but honestly, the computers would have been a distraction and a temptation (not to mention the amount of physical labor involved). More pondering. I could use my daughter's room ... the daughter that is newly off to college. Nope. She only just left. Not an option as of yet. Ponder some more. Maybe I can just create a prayer caddie and take it from place to place ... to my recliner in the living room, to the patio in the summer, to the porch in the early spring or late fall. But then I couldn't get away from the television, or post things on the walls, or count on nice weather. Pondering over for a while.
Until , in the bedroom the other day, my eyes fell on the vanity. It was always in the guest room in this, my grandmother's home. It used to sit near the large window on the opposite wall and was home to a fluorescent-lit, double-sided mirror ... do you remember those ... one side is a normal mirror and the other shows every wrinkle and pore a bit larger than life? (Just like this! https://www.etsy.com/listing/253339652/1960s-retro-general-electric-lighted?ga_order=most_relevant&ga_search_type=vintage&ga_view_type=gallery&ga_search_query=light%20up%20mirrors&ref=sr_gallery_2). I loved sitting in front of that mirror when I was little, pretending I was grown-up and making myself beautiful.
Now I am grown-up, or so I'm told, and during the years that we have lived here, the guest room is now the master and the vanity has become home to my socks and slips and other unmentionables. The vintage lamps remain and I sit in the chair to pull on my nylons on Sunday mornings, but that's about it. I rarely sit there to do my hair, or makeup, or anything else that a vanity was intended for. Hmmm ... I wonder ...
Add my Bible, some Sharpies, some Post-Its, a couple of prayer books and devotionals, a notebook, candles, a few of my favorite things ... I've got my war room. At least for now. I'll have to retrain brain to find my Bible here ... or get another one ... since I'm used to doing my morning devotional over breakfast downstairs. This, however, may create some better prayer habits without the other morning distractions. And it's not entirely private, but it's quiet and relatively cozy. (Wait, I should add a blanket.)
So, now that my war "room" is complete, I think I've got some praying and growing to do. And who knows, maybe some more thoughts to blog.